Saturday, July 30, 2022

something about Tim O'Brien’s “The Things They Carried”

The Things They Carried is a series of short pieces about a platoon of American soldiers in the Vietnam War. The book, published in 1990, combines nonfiction and fiction drawn from Tim O'Brien’s experiences as a soldier in the 23rd Infantry Division.

I probably most enjoyed "Sweetheart of the Song Tra Bong." An American soldier stationed in an isolated camp arranges to have his hometown girlfriend flown in, but she changes there, and the cheery, small-town girl assimilates a group of guerrillas. This is a good story, but the idea is clearly taken from "Apocalypse Now," which borrows from Heart of Darkness.

The passages of the essay-like titular piece, "The Things They Carried," recounts in detail the variety of supplies and miscellany the soldiers take from camp to camp, supply drop to supply drop. The main character is a lieutenant, a platoon leader, who carries reminders of an unrequited love back home. A soldier in his platoon dies, and the lieutenant blames himself for being distracted by memories. The inventory and weighing of all the objects is effective by itself; the juxtaposing this with the carrying of memories and feelings is okay.

I expected a novel and felt like I was given ideas on scraps of paper.

Note: I had read some or all of The Things They Carried in college but remembered none of it.


Saturday, July 23, 2022

about when LQ Jones was on Columbo


LQ Jones died earlier this month. He played memorable roles in "Casino" and some Peckinpah movies like "The Wild Bunch." He was also on some of the old TV shows.

One of my favorites was when he had a small role on an episode of "Columbo." He played an arms dealer named Jensen. Jensen wears a cowboy hat and Western-style sport coat and bolo, and his cover is that he sells RVs. When you first see him, he’s the RV salesman, out on the lot, pumping handshakes and pumping up the merchandise—“We've got the largest inventory west of Chicago! Super savings on every shape, every make, every model!”

The story involves a gun buyer named Devlin murdering Pauley, the broker of a small-arms deal with Jensen. Jensen eventually comes to Devlin, showing up with an RV, and pitches Devlin about making a deal—he must know Devlin is the murderer. Devlin at first does not believe Jensen is the arms dealer and says he’s not interested.

Jensen: “Brother Devlin? Don't say no before you hear my offer. I've got a sweetheart of a deal. Make your eyes pop. One look'll make you a believer. Just like I made a believer out of brother Pauley.” 

Devlin: “Indeed.”

They step inside the RV, and then Jones’ movements and line delivery take over. Jensen takes off his hat, drops it on a little kitchenette table, and turns to look around at the interior as if to absorb for a moment a bit of its greatness. Then he lets out the vocalized sigh of the weary: “Huh-ho. It's, uh, kinda nice, ain't it?”
 
That “huh-ho” reveals something. I make the sound sometimes when I’m really, really stressed and have to push myself through something I don’t want to do.
 
After the sigh, he turns around with a matter-of-fact look on his thin face, which sticks out from under long gray-white hair swept across his forehead. He says, “Yeah, I can put you in one of these little beauties for, uh—about $150,000.”
 
The price is way, way above market for an RV at the time, but the buyer is unphased.

Jensen: “I've got your merchandise, brother. I was gonna deliver to Pauley, but wouldn't you know?, he turned up dead.” 

Devlin: “Yes. Unfortunate.”

Then Jensen props one butt cheek on the little table, leans forward with a wry, humorless smirk on his face and confesses, “And I'm holding the goods. The deal all made, my middleman out of business, and no cash to feed the bulldog. So the guns are all yours, brother Devlin. Same price, same terms. Cash on the barrel head.” The animated tenor and rhythm of the salesman has softened, and you empathize with his predicament, almost forgetting he’s trying to unload a truckload of sub-machine guns.
 
 
Notes:
  • This episode, "The Conspirators," aired May 13, 1978, in season 7, episode 5. It starred Clive Revill as Joe Devlin with Peter Falk as Columbo. 
  • LQ Jones was born August 19, 1927, and died July 9, 2022.

Friday, July 15, 2022

(posts) a poem

"Tinnitus"
    —Robert Wrigley

The loneliness of a rank of six public
pay phones moves me today almost to tears,
and I wonder, dropping in my quarters,
if you will allow this odd nostalgic

impulse toward anachronism
to go through. That is, if you will answer
this morning’s call from an unknown number,
or let it, by the cold mechanism

of that which is called caller ID,
be rerouted to what is known as voice mail.
And then, on hearing your unreal voice, if I will,
nevertheless, tell you that it’s me.

But no, I hang up, and from the pay phone
on the far right I call the one one slot left,
and from the third, call the next one left,
and from the fifth, call the sixth and final phone,

creating as I do a carillon
of overlapping, almost identical rings,
disturbing the many students studying
in this building, where no one’s home.

As I leave, I dial you on my cell phone,
and you answer, asking if I’ve just called,
saying the number was strange, that you’d called
back but heard only a busy-signal’s drone.

Ah, love, let us be true to one another
in almost every way, I also do not say.
I’m at the door now, this cold and snowy day,
thinking of the old high ways one lover

once spoke to another, over wires,
when a call could be a complete surprise.
Still you ask, what is that strange bell noise?
And I answer, just the ringing in my ears.

Sunday, July 03, 2022

an interview with Outright’s singer Jelena Goluza

In the lead-up to the hardcore band’s new release, Outright’s singer Jelena Goluza talks music, inspiration, and elections
 
A melodious ferocity runs through the new album by metallic hardcore band Outright. Keep You Warm will be released July 15th through the Australian band’s own label, Rage and Reason Records. I took this release as an opportunity to hear directly from the band’s vocalist, Jelena Goluza.
 
Damon: Jelena, thank you for your time! I read that the band formed around 2010. Since then, the band has released a couple of EPs and is about to release its second LP. You have also toured with bands like Propagandhi, Refused, and Rise Against. How has life since 2010 shaped you? How do you think experiences have affected the band and the music?
 
Jelena Goluza: I think playing in this band has provided a lot of catharsis over the years. Having a voice and the energetic output has enabled us to express a lot of what we’ve been through or feel. While this still comes through in our new music, there’s also more reflection and introspection that comes with having the space to push beyond the urgency to focus on other things. 
 
Musically, and with many line-up changes over the years, we’ve evolved to play a broader range of heavy punk that leans both to metal and melody at times, faster in some songs and much slower in others. It’s nice to stretch our legs. In the past 12 years, we’ve had the opportunity to play anything from small art spaces to enormous arena shows, and we’ve learned to fill each space differently and take our own special memories from them.
 
D: How has the experience and work of being in a band changed?
 
JG: As a band member and our label owner, I’ve definitely experienced the impact of increasing digitisation, and it hurts. Normally, record sales would cover all the costs for production so we can keep doing what we do, but online streaming has taken all that away. There’s also the added burden of having to invest in more video clips just to have that online presence. I mean, it’s fantastic to be creative in more ways and to work with brilliant filmmakers to do that, but the financial pressure is hard to manage.
 
We’ve noticed time management and touring gets harder as we get older and carry other responsibilities in life, but we wouldn’t take it on if it wasn’t fun and meaningful for us and important to back up what we do in the studio.
 
D: The album is remarkably focused—the songwriting and performances keep up a sense of passion and enthusiasm. And I like how the aggression is balanced by guitar melodies. For example, “Truth Teller” has a nice mix of urgency and drama, and I really liked the parts that come at 1:07 on “Tied Through Time” and 2 minutes into “Tyrants Vultures.” Please describe the song-writing process. How do you and the band write songs? What comes first?
 
JG: Thanks for being so kind. It’s nice when other people pick up the same bits we love in those songs. The riffs come first. Always. Someone will come with an idea, we workshop it together, and then when it finds some form, I’ll write lyrics to match the mood and we go from there, adding layered guitars and backups. I always love seeing what random changes get made at the last minute in the studio, too, just to lift the track some more. We compile a library of ideas, which is really useful for those times when we can resurrect a scrapped idea that ends up being perfect for something else. It was interesting adapting to a virtual song-writing process while our city was in lockdown for many months due to COVID, but I’m proud of how we made it through.
 
D: What non-musical works or forms of art and media influence you and the music?
 
JG: Aboriginal artists like @coffinbirth teach us a lot about the First Nations experience and inspire our solidarity and action. Our song “Tied Through Time” is informed by reflections of the Bringing Them Home report on its 20th anniversary. Forced removals in modern child protection policies are known to cause what is now considered a second stolen generation event among First Nations peoples in Australia, yet Aboriginal people remain the longest-surviving civilisation in the world and should be celebrated.
 
The song “Silent Spring” is inspired by Rachel Carson's book of the same name published in 1962. It taught us about the environmental impact of pesticides, and we’ve since learned the risk and tragedy when we don’t pay attention to science, even for our own survival.
 
Our video for “The Hammer” takes the premise from Maleus Maleficarum and flips it with the influence of various films and plays based on the history of witch hunts.
 
More generally, we’re influenced by intersectional progressive literature and commentators, artists like Weiwei and Haring and political documentaries and podcasts.
 
D: What makes you feel good?
 
JG: Personally, exercise and nature always makes me feel good. I think what makes the band feel good is knowing we’ve tried our best and connected with others who relate to what we do. Everything always comes back to community-building, creativity, and catharsis.
 
D: In the US, where I am, news of Australia’s most recent election was largely crowded out by domestic stories and the war in Ukraine. What are your thoughts on Australia’s election?
 
JG: I think our recent federal election was a clear indication that our national community is rising up and speaking for people and the environment. We’ve seen more seats move away from the conservative party to greens and independents than ever before. People have witnessed the crushing impact and disappointment of conservative governments and become more engaged to set things right. I think there was also a strong backlash against the former government for how poorly it handled sexual assault in Parliament and industry, delayed vaccine roll outs, homophobic and transphobic policies, flood and bushfire prevention and relief, constitutional recognition for First Nations people, and corruption. Women spoke out with their votes louder than ever. Young people spoke out with their votes to make a difference when the older generations never acted on their behalf. It’s been the change we’ve been waiting so long for, and we’re invigorated to hold the new government to account to carry that change through.
 
D: What do you think of compulsory voting and Australia’s version of it?
 
JG: I think there are arguments for and against compulsory voting, but I’m satisfied with my experience of it in Australia. I feel it is the best opportunity to engage and capture the views of a wide population and get as close as possible to the level of representation required to comprise a democracy. Even though we have to deal with preferences, we can still vote to ensure our preferences also lean in the direction we want leadership in. This increases legitimacy and responsiveness more than other electoral systems can. Even though true democracy relies on higher levels of education, compulsory voting is at least a way to engage and inform more people about how policy and power affects them and equalises them in the weight of each vote. Some people think it forces people to vote, but there is nothing stopping someone from lodging a blank paper if they choose to disengage. That said, voting policies aren’t the be-all and end-all. Our entire political system needs to back that up, and its players need to constantly be held to account with transparency and integrity.