Ever Since
Why should I wake up now?
The meaningless call
Why should I put myself through it?
Why does this happen at all?
I can’t find the reason
Put feet on the floor anyway
I stand in the humid air
And wish for winter’s say
I wished you loved me once again
But those days are gone
I want to see you
But now I must go on
How can I?
Maybe I’m in some kind of phase
I’ll think of you too often, even years from now
I’ll know I’m going the wrong way